I just opened my email and read an article sent by my friend. He is the same friend who never wears out sending inspirational emails everyday, probably to everyone he knows. I don't know why, but I admit that I've been quite lazy when it comes to my own religiosity, yet, I make it a point that I read and digest such emails every morning. I just feel that it would help me make it through my long and tiring day.
I've been too pre-occupied these past few days, I've been really problematic. There was a point that I just wanted to give up, not until yesterday, that I saw the light. Well, I didn't totally lose hope, coz deep inside, I know that everything will just pass, that pain will eventually leave me. And it did. Though my problems were not totally solved yet, I know that I am now okay.
The article was about the girl's "Knight", where she had been searching for so long for him and the world around her just mocked and told her that there was no knight at all. All she found were impostors and she just grew tired and eventually thought of giving up, until her knight finally came, accepted her, and gave her everything she had ever wished.
I actually feel that I was the girl at some point. There were tough times, yet, there was always a moment when I'll just stop and realize that I was never alone, that even if I was in the midst of darkness, there will always be some light. There were a million times that I neglected him, but he never left me, I know, because there would always be a time that I'd simply realize he's just there. It's as if he'll lightly touch me on my shoulder just for me to remember that he's just there, always there, my own "knight".
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