Feelings

Have you ever felt like giving up but know you can't? Have you ever felt so numb that you are able to drive your car at 80mph yet didn't feel a thing? Have you ever felt so envious to others who don't have to think about life because they can live the most of their lives? Have you ever felt so tired that you just want to lay still for hours or days or weeks? Have you ever felt so helpless that all you can do sit down and cry? Have you ever felt sleepless for days that when you are truly awake you think you are just dreaming? Have you ever felt angry knowing that you have no one to blame for everything that is happening all around you? Have you ever felt so empty that you just stare into nothingness for what seems like infinity? Have you ever felt like doing nothing at all but you know you can't so you do everything like a robot? Have you ever asked why all these are happening to you knowing that you are a good person and have done nothing bad to deserve this? Have you ever asked why do you have to suffer when others don't have to? Have you ever had thousands of questions in your head but not even one gets answered?

I do...