Sometimes you think that you are used to it but when it happens, you still feel like you have been hit square in the face.
Sometimes you feel like your life has been stolen from you, by people you should trust.
Sometimes you realize that you're watching your life through somebody else's and you have no control over it.
Sometimes you just feel confused, wanting and not wanting the same thing at the same time.
Sometimes you think you have moved on, only to realize that you have long been stuck and you feel like there's no way you can get out.
Sometimes you feel numb, because all the mixed emotions deep within you cannot be named anymore and you simply space out and feel nothing at all.
